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…finally starting to see that as God was teaching my worth to me…that i had this crazy built-in passion to tell other chicks about their worth as well…
i could go on here…but no words would do. i was in Narnia. i had fallen into the wardrobe. i just needed a place to hide…a stuffy place full of fluffy coats and moth balls. a backed in further and further. as far away from the world as i could get… only to find something cold, wet, fresh, and oh so new to my late-summer-eyes. a branch! …in a wardrobe? branch turned into snow covered ground…which led to the Lamppost (if you haven’t read Lewis’s Chronicles of Narnia…read them. seriously). oh, how i love the Lamppost…and from that moment on i fell into adventure after adventure…meeting new facets of God’s character…as well as who I was in Him.
…this is simply me falling more in Love with Him
…traveling deeper and deeper into my one-of-a-kind handmade adventure.
only by this point…it was by choice. 
still…i had so much to learn. but then again, obvoiusly, i still do
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may 18, 2006
your soul is precious
open yourself up and offer others to come and be…to find themselves. it deepens you
don’t judge, just love and accept
the love and acceptance may not be returned…but that’s okay
open your soul. but do not freely give your heart
your heart is precious.
invite everyone in to see. but give your heart to only the ones that are worthy. that want to be loved and love. that want acceptance and to accept. that want to talk and listen.
this is true, selfless love. the beauty of this love is most often wrapped in pain. but this is where true self is
the only one that will always accept you, never reject you, always listen and love, that will always beg of you to come and be…is the one that you reject often, hide from when you need healing, ignore when the answer is clear, and close your eyes to when He paints beauty in your life
always invite. give to the ones that earn
pour the mess that is you into God. melt into the Potter’s Hands. He will always love and never reject
